feeling depressed again

dunno why just got overwhelmed by my emotions again and started to feel depressed. was looking forward to a new start in a new job. everyone asked me how's the new job. i replied saying the colleagues are nice and not much work at the moment. but all i've been doing for the past 2 and half weeks is sitting at my desk reading up (almost falling asleep) or running to the small room (aka library) and sorting out the files. colleagues seem to be just superficially nice. they still make small talks among themselves and i am just trying hard to fit in. i think i hardly talk for more than 20 mins in totality for the whole day. just find time crawling so slowly these days at work.

days are getting boring with nothing to look forward to. it's work, watch tv, some surfing and sleep. cycle repeats everyday. when is this going to end?