money is the root of all evil

grandma had finally found relief in another world. but i doubt she can really rest in peace because the fortune struggle within the family has just began after she was cremated on friday. i wouldn't really say it is a struggle because there is only one person fighting for the money. it was just after the cremation that my grandma's daughter (i wouldn't even wanna call her auntie because of her disgusting behaviour that really puts me off) suggested splitting up the money and jewellery that my grandma kept in the house.

one minute, she's crying so loudly at the crematorium, the next minute, she's talking about how much money each sibling should get. she's not even there to look after her parents and pushed all responsibility to her brother (a.k.a. my dad) when they were alive, emphasizing on the point that she's already married and thus no longer have the responsibility to look after them. but now that my grandparents are gone, she is digging out every cent that my grandma has left, wanting to split them equally among all siblings. i wonder why she doesnt feel the shame on wanting to split the fortune equally when she didnt want the responsibility of looking after her parents when they are alive.

i'm so sick of hearing my mum complaining about all these. i don't understand how can one be so unfeeling and loves money so much. i admit i love money too but not to the extent of discarding kinship for that small amount of money.

this episode is going to continue and i wonder when i can find peace again.