what's the definition of a friend?

i do not like the feeling of losing a fren, so i try to make an effort in keeping the friendship but sometimes i end up having the feeling of begging them to keep the friendship. perhaps this is an indication that the friendship is not worth keeping if i should have this feeling.

being accomodating doesnt mean i could be taken for granted. the sky is gloomy outside, reflective of my mood now... totally sucks. but i guess it will be better after a hot steamboat lunch later.