too much free time

think i have too much free time and dunno what to do. some people may complain that they do not have enough time, but well, you will never be contended with what you have. sometimes i start to think that my life has become quite meaningless. i really don't have any motivation at all. it's just work and home. think i'm starting to go into another round of depression again. i really get depressed easily these days, thinking that it wouldn't make much of a difference when i am gone some day.

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