so near yet so far

used to think that i'm quite close to my sis (note: used to) but not sure when is it that we hardly talk anymore. hardly see her at home. havent really talked to each other for more than a month even though we just sleep in rooms opp each other. not that i dun want to talk to her but there's hardly a chance. its either i find an empty room opposite mine or she'll be on the phone. friends become more important to her now and we dun even go out anymore. didnt even know she changed her hp no. until my mum told me abt it. it makes me feel sad. sad that things end up this way. people being close eventually drift apart when someone doesnt take the effort to keep it that way.