time flies

woke up today and thot about how time flies. it's already end of Feb. it just seems that we just celebrated chinese new year, but one month has already passed. as usual, i start to have panic attack about growing old. the thot of it is really scary. when i was in audit, i always hope that the first half of the year will pass quickly so that i can enjoy the offpeak. but it's different now. there's no offpeak to look forward to. just public holidays. my colleagues and i were just counting the number of holidays that we will have and when is the next one due.

ok, must tell myself to be more optimistic. no worries about growing old....no worries.....hmm.....i'm scared.....really scared.